The Dance of Never-Ending Love by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature
Literature
The Dance of Never-Ending Love
Oil black hair
Long clawly nails
Sterling gold eyes
Sharply pointed ears
Green tinted skin
Gruesomely fierce smile
How could one love a monster such as he?
Soft auburn hair
Strong calloused hands
Chocolate brown eyes
Gentle rounded face
Glowering natural beauty
There is but one and it is she...
Meeting on the river bank
Beneath the clear evening sky
Side by side they stay and lay
Until the faeries come out to play
Truth and gossip be thrown about
But within him lies some doubt
Her love for him is pure
Even if he is not sure
She would, if given the chance
Prove his fear of disloyalty false
Her time to shine arises one ni
Simon Says
Never himself does he please
Always filling others needs
Locked away within himself
He puts his own wants on a shelf
Eager to be on everyones good side
By others rules he always abides
His own feelings never expressed
All he does is a false image impress
Adjusting to each persons whim
Such selflessness should be a sin
Does he know no other way
But to please others all day?
So it is thought until he goes home
Where he sits in his room all alone
There he hides and cries to himself
Looking at his desires upon his shelf
His loneliness unknown by any others
Not even known by his mother
He plops
You or Me
I feel your hand across my face
I want nothing more than to be embraced
Yet as I wake from this dream
I realize that nothing is as it seems
Is it really you that I long for
or just the warmth I lost once more
There is nothing that is certain to me
Except for my deep desire to flee
Where do I get such feelings
And why is it that I'm never healing
This dream is going from bad to worse
I'm losing my mind of course...
However, there is nothing wrong with insanity
It lets me do exactly as I please
Though the offer is overwhelming
And you are no longer helping
I must refuse this grand temptation
For it is the only way fo
Tribute to Camelot by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature
Literature
Tribute to Camelot
Tribute to Camelot
K: In this world that I'll never see
My dreams just wont' be
This horse's stride, with one day's ride
Will have covered more distance than me
Yet I see a night I wish could last forever
I see a world we're meant to see together
And it is so much more than I remember
G: I've seen your world with these very eyes
Don't come any closer, don't even try
I've felt all the pain and heard all the lies
But in my world there is no compromise
Like every tree stands on its own
I am no different, I stand alone
I share my world with no one else
All by myself, I stand
Claustrophobic Depression by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature
Literature
Claustrophobic Depression
Claustrophobic Depression
The walls are closing in
I can't take the pain
I fear the dark
Let me out
Let me out
The walls are closing in
Stop it!
I need out of here
I can't stand it any longer
Let me out once and for all
Darkness is engulfing me
The walls are closing in
Everything is coming to an end
I can't see the light
Horrible memories are flooding in
I can't handle the pain any longer
Let me out
I can't escape
There is no door or passage way
I only see the black walls
As they keep closing in
When I Close My Eyes by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature
Literature
When I Close My Eyes
When I close my eyes
The world is gone
All I can hear is a song
I can see only you and me
Nothing there to bother us
Nothing there to harm us
Your gentle touch on my skin
You holding me
And me being held
Warmth running through you
And then into me
A tingle, a twitch
Such a phenomenon
When I feel your kiss
The song climaxes
Just like the rain
Except it isn't a storm
It's a calm, smooth shower
Our bodies are one
Nothing can change that
The love I have for you
Can never be stronger
Or ever overpowered
I can't wait to sleep at night
For then my eyes are closed
I do not fear the dark
Because I know it will always be
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