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Between Two Hearts: Chapter 7 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Between Two Hearts: Chapter 7

They trekked on through the dark cavern, still in silence. Kagome couldn't bring herself to accept that Inuyasha went to Kikyo not only because he still loved her, but also because she was an inadequate priestess. I don't understand... If I am such a terrible priestess, why hasn't he said anything to me about it? She knew that she shouldn't read into Sesshoumaru's words as much as she was. He did afterall give her a compliment on her powers and ability to control them. That had to count for something. Yet, she couldn't help feel in her heart that Sesshoumaru was right. Now that I think about it, Inuyasha has never complimented me...the most I

Between Two Hearts: Chapter 6 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Between Two Hearts: Chapter 6

About 2 hours had passed and they were still walking the dark depths of the cave. Kagome was begining to feel exhaustion creeping in. We must have gone at least 5 miles... I wonder how much further. I won't be able to keep my powers focused much longer... She thought to herself worriedly. Perhaps I should ask Sesshoumaru... but he looks in deep thought. Sesshoumaru had enjoyed the miko's company more than he thought possible of a human aside from Rin. Yet pulled from his thoughts of astonishment, he picked up on the female's worried scent. What could possibly be wrong now? He thought for a moment before speaking to the concerned priestess. T

Between Two Hearts: Chapter 5 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Between Two Hearts: Chapter 5

They had made their way down a small rocky path. Kagome, being klutzy as always, stumbled about every 10 steps. Much to her relief, they eventually arrived in front of a large, but not quite ominous, cave. It was magnificently carved into the side of a lone mountain, which she found rather abnormal. She also thought Sesshoumaru's unmatched grace was abnormal as well, but who was she to judge? Kagome believed, aside from the mountain being entirely random upon the landscape, that there wasn't any normal force of nature that could have caused the spectacle before her eyes. The very shape of the cave reaffirmed her thoughts. The walls were much

The Silent Monologue: by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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The Silent Monologue:

The Silent Monologue of A Woman's Mind Is it so wrong for me to have desires such as you? Is it so wrong for me to want a man instead of a boy? Is it so wrong to have ideas of how I wish for my life to be? You forever ask what I crave and how to please me… Yet my answers fall upon deaf ears. No longer will I tolerate such ignorance! Though you may be deaf to my voice, I will not allow you to be blind to my meanings! To put bluntly, I will describe precisely what it is that I yearn for so badly: A man who is not only passionate but respectful as well One who does not degrade the one he claims to love, A man who takes his responsibil

Between Two Hearts: Chapter 4 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

Between Two Hearts: Chapter 3 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Between Two Hearts: Chapter 3

Kagome peered over the side of Sesshoumaru's cloud. She stared down at what she thought was the ground, however she gave up on trying to see how high they were. It was too dark, even with the light of the moon, for her eyes to see much of anything than her new traveling companion. Kagome turned her gaze towards the night sky. It looked beautiful alight with the stars. Her eyes slowly wandered across the sky until they finally came to rest upon the moon basked Taiyoukai. He's gorgeous she thought as the silvery light accented Sesshoumaru's features. Wow, his stripe markings really compliment his cheekbones. And the cresent moon upon his f

Between Two Hearts: Chapter 2 by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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The Dance of Never-Ending Love by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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The Dance of Never-Ending Love

Oil black hair Long clawly nails Sterling gold eyes Sharply pointed ears Green tinted skin Gruesomely fierce smile How could one love a monster such as he? Soft auburn hair Strong calloused hands Chocolate brown eyes Gentle rounded face Glowering natural beauty There is but one and it is she... Meeting on the river bank Beneath the clear evening sky Side by side they stay and lay Until the faeries come out to play Truth and gossip be thrown about But within him lies some doubt Her love for him is pure Even if he is not sure She would, if given the chance Prove his fear of disloyalty false Her time to shine arises one ni

Simon Says by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Simon Says

Simon Says Never himself does he please Always filling others’ needs Locked away within himself He puts his own wants on a shelf Eager to be on everyone’s good side By other’s rules he always abides His own feelings never expressed All he does is a false image impress Adjusting to each person’s whim Such selflessness should be a sin Does he know no other way But to please others all day? So it is thought until he goes home Where he sits in his room all alone There he hides and cries to himself Looking at his desires upon his shelf His loneliness unknown by any others Not even known by his mother He plops

You or Me by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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You or Me

You or Me I feel your hand across my face I want nothing more than to be embraced Yet as I wake from this dream I realize that nothing is as it seems Is it really you that I long for or just the warmth I lost once more There is nothing that is certain to me Except for my deep desire to flee Where do I get such feelings And why is it that I'm never healing This dream is going from bad to worse I'm losing my mind of course... However, there is nothing wrong with insanity It lets me do exactly as I please Though the offer is overwhelming And you are no longer helping I must refuse this grand temptation For it is the only way fo

Tribute to Camelot by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Tribute to Camelot

Tribute to Camelot K: In this world that I'll never see My dreams just wont' be This horse's stride, with one day's ride Will have covered more distance than me Yet I see a night I wish could last forever I see a world we're meant to see together And it is so much more than I remember G: I've seen your world with these very eyes Don't come any closer, don't even try I've felt all the pain and heard all the lies But in my world there is no compromise Like every tree stands on its own I am no different, I stand alone I share my world with no one else All by myself, I stand

Claustrophobic Depression by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Claustrophobic Depression

Claustrophobic Depression The walls are closing in I can't take the pain I fear the dark Let me out Let me out The walls are closing in Stop it! I need out of here I can't stand it any longer Let me out once and for all Darkness is engulfing me The walls are closing in Everything is coming to an end I can't see the light Horrible memories are flooding in I can't handle the pain any longer Let me out I can't escape There is no door or passage way I only see the black walls As they keep closing in

Losing You by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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You or Me by kotowaru-no-jisastu, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

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Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: Virginia
Favourite genre of music: I like all types-classical, rock, heavy metal, country, pop, oldies, rap...and other various types
Favourite photographer: ~not really into photographers but I love taking pics~
Favourite style of art: hmmmm...depends
Operating System: Windows...yay...I hate Vista
MP3 player of choice: I gots an iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Gir from Invader Zim
Personal Quote: "How many times do I have to say 'I love you' for you to believe it as much as I do?"

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Alex Soler

Favourite Movies

Stardust, V for Vendetta, 300, Disney

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

*sigh*...so many choices...

Favourite Books

Harry Potter Series, Inheritance Series, Modern Tale of Faerie Trilogy, many more

Favourite Writers

Robert Frost, JK Rowling, Holly Black, Christopher Paolini, many more

Favourite Games

what type of game are we talking here? PC? Xbox? Board? Card?

Favourite Gaming Platform

it all depends on the game...

Other Interests

too many to list...mainly animals and mythology and writing and art and...(the list goes on)

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kotowaru-no-jisastu

May 6, 2011

Been There, Done That--

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It has been a long and grueling past 4 months.....but for once in that entire time, things are possibly starting to look up. I finally have a van so I can transport my family safely, and my lover and I are getting on better terms after much drama in February..... But there is still a long way to go for ultimate happiness..........If everything works out though, he should have a new job by the end of the week, his friend that lives with us will be making bank at his job, we will have another new car, we will all (me, him, child, and friend) be moved out of our current situation, I will have a boyfriend (and maybe fiancee) once more, and life

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kotowaru-no-jisastu

Jan 7, 2011

It's Been Awhile...

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So it's been awhile since I've been decently active on dA...like 2 months...but not terrible. So anyways...in my time away, I have #1 been doing school, #2 had awesome holidays (lol), #3 wrote a chapter or two of my Fanfic, #4 picked up a new art skill! Now let me elaborate-- #1~ I'm taking 4 college classes online... it's hard to keep up but I'm managing I guess. It would be easier if they were 16 week classes, however I couldn't find that option *fail*...so they're all 8 week classes, which means they're all condensed...so it's alot on me with being a mom and working too.... #2~ I <3 holidays!! Thanksgiving was awesome--I gained like 2

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kotowaru-no-jisastu

Nov 12, 2010

Twilight and Shadow

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Ok...so I finally have fans-I believe it makes me want to cry! I knew group joining and fanfiction writing was a good idea :la:!!!! I think my newest thing is working on pixel projects now :) I made mine and my fiances avvies !Inuyasha7408 (https://www.deviantart.com/inuyasha7408):iconkotowaru-no-jisastu: aren't they so cute together??? let me know if you want an avatar head!! I'm pretty decent at those, but I'm still working on full body ones. The mini Kagome was an experiment today...I think I'll try sailor moon next. And then maybe move on to some males.... The hardest part for me is hair, but I'll get the hang of it with practice. In other news, for those of you who don'